Intro
[G] [D] [Em] [D] [C]
Verse 1
[G] [D]
I'm gettin' older, I think I'm agin' well
[Em] [D] [C]
I wish someone had told me I'd be doin' this by myself
[G] [D]
There's reasons that I'm thankful, there's a lot I'm grateful for
[Em] [D] [C]
But it's different when a stranger's always waitin' at your door
[Am] [D]
Which is ironic 'cause the strangers seem to want me more
[G] [F] [Em]
Than anyone before (Anyone before)
[Am] [Cm]
Too bad they're usually deranged
[G] [D]
Last week, I realized I crave pity
[Em] [D] [C]
When I re-tell a story, I make everything sound worse
[G] [D]
Can't shake the feeling that I'm just bad at healing
[Em] [D] [C]
And maybe that's the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed
[Am] [D]
Which is ironic because when I wasn't honest
[G] [F] [Em] [Am]
I was still bein' ignored (Lyin' for attention, just to get neglection)
[Cm]
Now we're estranged
Chorus
[G] [D] [Em]
Things I once enjoyed
[D] [C] [G]
Just keep me employed now
[D] [Em]
Things I'm longing for
[D] [C]
Someday, I'll be bored of
[Am] [D] [G] [F] [Em]
It's so weird
[Am] [Cm]
That we care so much, until we don't
Verse 2
[G] [D]
I'm gettin' older, I've got more on my shoulders
[Em] [D] [C]
But I'm gettin' better at admitting when I'm wrong
[G] [D]
I'm happier than ever, at least, that's my endeavor
[Em] [D] [C]
To keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure
[Am] [D]
'Cause to be honest, I just wish that what I promise
[G] [F] [Em]
Would depend on what I'm given (Not on his permission)
[Am] [Cm]
(Wasn't my decision) To be abused, mm
Chorus
[G] [D] [Em]
Things I once enjoyed
[D] [C] [G]
Just keep me employed now
[D] [Em]
Things I'm longing for
[D] [C]
Someday, I'll be bored of
[Am] [D] [G] [F] [Em]
It's so weird
[Am] [Cm]
That we care so much, until we don't
Outro
[G] [D]
But next week, I hope I'm somewhere laughin'
[Em] [D] [C]
For anybody asking, I promise I'll be fine
[G] [D]
I've had some trauma, did things I didn't wanna
[Em] [D] N.C.
Was too afraid to tell ya, but now, I think it's time
