[Intro - String Arrangement]
||: [E] [G] [B] [B7] [E] [G] ||
N.C.
I want it to be like messy
||: [B5] [Bb5] [A5] :|| X2
Verse 1
[B5] [Bb5] [A5]
I'm so insecure I think
[B5] [Bb5] [A5]
That I'll die before I drink
[B5] [Bb5] [A5]
And I'm so caught up in the news
[B5] [Bb5] [A5]
Of who likes me and who hates you
[A5]
And I'm so tired that I might
[A5]
Quit my job, start a new life
[Ab5]
And they'd all be so disappointed
[G5] [Gb5]
Cuz who am I, if not exploited?
[B5] [Bb5] [A5]
And I'm so sick of seventeen
[B5] [Bb5] [A5]
Where's my fuckin' teenage dream?
[B5] [Bb5] [A5]
If someone tells me one more time
[B5] [Bb5] [A5]
"Enjoy your youth", I'm gonna cry
[A5]
And I don't stick up for myself
[A5]
I'm anxious and nothing can help
[Ab5]
And I wish I'd done this before
[G5] [Gb5]
And I wish people likеd me more
Chorus
[E5]
All I did was try my best
[E5]
This thе kinda thanks I get?
[B5] [Bb5]
Unrelentlessly upset (huh, huh, huh)(huh, huh, huh)
[A5]
They say "These are the golden years"
[E5]
But I wish I could disappear
[B5]
Ego crush is so severe
[B5] N.C.
God, it's brutal out here
Interlude
[B5] [Bb5] [A5]
[B5] [Bb5] [A5]
Yeah!
[B5] [Bb5] [A5]
[B5] [Bb5] [A5]
Verse 2
[B5] [Bb5] [A5]
I feel like no one wants me
[B5] [Bb5] [A5]
And I hate the way I'm perceived
[B5] [Bb5] [A5]
I only have two real friends
[B5] [Bb5] [A5]
And lately I'm a nervous wreck
[A5]
Cuz I love people I don't like
[A5]
And I hate every song I write
[Ab5]
And I'm not cool and I'm not smart
[G5] [Gb5]
And I can't even parallel park
Chorus
[E5]
All I did was try my best
[E5]
This thе kinda thanks I get?
[B5] [Bb5]
Unrelentlessly upset(huh, huh, huh)
[A5]
They say "These are the golden years"
[E5]
But I wish I could disappear
[B5]
Ego crush is so severe
[B5] N.C.
God, it's brutal out here
Interlude
[B5] [Bb5] [A5]
[B5] [Bb5] [A5]
Yeah!
[B5] [Bb5] [A5]
Just have a really good time
[B5] [Bb5] [A5]
Yeah!
[B5] [Bb5] [A5]
[B5] [Bb5] [A5]
[B5] [Bb5] [A5]
[B5] [Bb5] [A5]
Outro
[E] [G] [B] [B7]
Got a broken ego, broken heart (God, it's brutal out here, And hey, it's brutal out here)
[E] [G] N.C.
And God, I don't even know where to start
