Notes: use bar chords, except Am in the chorus, that's not bar chord.
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Am: 12th fret
Em: 7th fret
Intro
[Am] [Em] [D] [G] [D] 2x
[Am] [Em] [D]
Cause I had the best of the worst sides
[D] [G] [D]
And I had these lungs
[Am] [Em] [D]
And I had too many flash fires
[D] [G] [D]
That I just let them burn
Verse
[C]
Till my chest is on fire
[C]
And my head just won't die
[Em]
I guess I'm lying cause I wanna
[D]
I guess I'm lying cause I don't
[C]
Cause I just feel so tired
[C]
Like it's move or slowly die
[Em]
You ain't you when you're like this
[D]
This ain't you and you know it
Pre-Chorus
[Bm] [C]
But ain't that just the point?
[C]
You don't know, how to let go
[Em] [D]
Who said this must be all or nothing?
[Am] [C]
But I'm still caught below
[Em]
And I'll never let you know
[D]
No I can't tell you nothing
Chorus
[Am] [C]
Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes
[Em] [D]
But still I could always be
[Am]
Whatever you wanted
[C]
But not what you needed
[Em] [D]
Especially when you been needing me
[Am] [C]
Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes
[Em] [D]
And I'll say what I dont mean
[Am]
Just cause I wanted
[C]
Or maybe I need it
[Em] [D]
Swear lying's the only rush I need
Verse
[Em]
Cause all I needed was some words to say
[Em] [C]
That all these feelings don't mean shit to me
[C] [C]
Cause it's all just chemicals anyway
[Bm]
Anyway
[Am]
And I got way too many routes to take
[Em]
To make this all just go away
[Em]
And find another heart to break
[D]
So heartless with the words I say
[D]
Just saying what I'm supposed to say
[G]
Cause I had nothing for you
[G] [D]
I can't love when I can't even love myself
[Am]
Things I would rather be
[Em]
Thoughts at the back of my head,
[D]
But I'm addicted to hurting
[G] [D]
And I got these lungs
[Am] [Em] [D]
And I spent too many late nights
[G]
Thinking a hole in the earth
[D] [C]
Till the sky is on fire
[C]
And my head still won't die
[Em]
I guess I'm lying cause I wanna
[D]
I guess I'm lying cause I don't
[C]
Cause I just feel so tired
[C]
Like I need something to come alive
[Em]
She said you ain't you when you're like this
[D]
This ain't you what you done?
[Am]* [Bm]* [C]
And I said that's the point
Pre-Chorus
[C] [Em]
You don't know, how to let go
[D]
Who said this must be all or nothing?
[Am] [C]
But I'm still caught below
[Em]
And I'll never let you know
[D]
No I can't tell you nothing
Chorus
[Am] [C]
Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes
[Em] [D]
But still I could always be
[Am]
Whatever you wanted
[C]
But not what you needed
[Em] [D]
Especially when you been needing me
[Am] [C]
Cause I'm a fucking mess inside
[Em] [D]
And I'll say what I dont mean
[Am]
Just cause I wanted
[C]
Or maybe I need it
[Em] [D]
Swear lying's the only rush I need
Instrumental
[Am] [C] [Em] [D] [G]