Intro
[E] [B] [F#] [E]
[E] [B] [F#] [E]
Verse 1
[E] [B]
I'm in a better space
[F#] [E]
Most the voices in my head are gone
[E] [B]
I cleared out the cobwebs
[F#] [E]
And cut off a couple trauma bonds
[E] [B]
Wish that I could call myself last fall
[F#] [E]
When I was barely hanging on
[E] [B]
And tell myself you'll make it through
[F#] [E]
Wish it's something I could do now
Verse 2
[E] [B]
I'm in a better place
[F#] [E]
With the burning down in my chest
[E] [B]
The pain never got much lighter
[F#] [E]
But I'm learning to carry it
[E] [B]
Putting in the work, labeling the hurt
[F#] [E]
Walking out the twelve steps, digging up the dirt
[E] [B]
Wish that I could tell myself
[F#] [E]
That there's a way out of hеll
Pre-Chorus
[E] [F#] [B]
If you just hold on one more night
Chorus
[E] [B]
And the hardеst part of healing is sitting in the feelings
[F#] [E]
Waiting for the pain to pour out your soul
[E] [B]
Stop numbing all the grieving, screaming at the ceiling
[F#] [E]
Making my peace with miserable
[E] [B]
And it isn't fair, it isn't right
[F#] [E]
It's just how it's gotta be
[E] [B]
No, this trauma ain't my fault
[F#] [E]
But no one else can heal for me
[E] [B] [F#] [E]
Mm, mm, mm
Verse 3
[E] [B]
I'm letting all that go
[F#] [E]
'Cause there's poison laced in the pill
[E] [B]
Bitterness will kill me faster
[F#] [E]
Than mourning you ever will
[E] [B]
And I'll make amends with the broken ends
[F#] [E]
Smile at the pieces and safety pins
[E] [B]
Still not over getting through, no
[F#] [E]
But that's just what I gotta do now
Pre-Chorus
[E] [F#] [B]
I might just be alright
Chorus
[E] [B]
'Cause hardest part of healing is sitting in the feelings
[F#] [E]
Waiting for the pain to pour out your soul
[E] [B]
Stop numbing all the grieving, screaming at the ceiling
[F#] [E]
Making my peace with miserable
[E] [B]
And it isn't fair, it isn't right
[F#] [E]
It's just how it's gotta be
[E] [B]
No, this trauma ain't my fault
[F#] [E]
But no one else can heal for me
Bridge
[E] [B] [F#]
Re-deal this hand I'm given
Forgive 'cause I've been forgiven
[E] [B] [F#]
Connect these dots between these scars
Until I see
Chorus
[E] [B]
Yeah, the hardеst part of healing is sitting in the feelings
[F#] [E]
Waiting for the pain to pour out your soul
[E] [B]
Stop numbing all the grieving, screaming at the ceiling
[F#] [E]
Making my peace with miserable
[E] [B]
And it isn't fair, it isn't right
[F#] [E]
It's just how it's gotta be
[E] [B]
No, this trauma ain't my fault
[F#] [E]
But no one else can heal for me
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