Capo 3
[D]How long have I got In the [G]hot light till the shine rusts?
[A]I've been thinking through the [G]hard stuff Over light drugs like every night
[D]No, you don't need to come over [G]'Cause I'd crowd please and I'm tired
[A]Slowly morphed into a [G]poser Barely know her any [Bm]more
Do [A]I look high-functioning or [G]Is my façade crumbling? Oh
[Bm]God, don't [A]actually answer me, [G]Caroline
[D]But oh well, [G]look at my life [Bm]Bet you can't tell but it's [A]kind of a bad time
[D]A new spiral [G]every night [Bm]Bawling my eyes out, [A]no, but I'm so fine
[D]Yeah, I might just [G]shut up and drive [Bm]Hope I don't crash and [A]blow out the headlights
[D]My nightmare [G]actualized [Bm]Got what I wanted, [A]it doesn't sit right
[D]I just got to the party With the [G]big shots and the Barbies
[A]Empty talk and talk and [G]talk until my ears bleed He's holding a pill
[D]He thinks that I should take one [G]But I'll raise him to the whole bunch
[A]I'm kidding, God, he thinks I'm [G]stupid What a gut punch, but then we [Bm]go
Downtown, [A]there's no medi [G]cine I'd spit out if it promises
[Bm]Slowing down [A]voices, don't want to [G]hear a sound
[D]But oh well, [G]look at my life [Bm]Bet you can't tell but it's [A]kind of a bad time
[D]A new spiral [G]every night [Bm]Bawling my eyes out, [A]no, but I'm so fine
[D]Yeah, I might just [G]shut up and drive [Bm]Hope I don't crash and [A]blow out the headlights
[D]My nightmare [G]actualized [Bm]Got what I wanted, [A]Got what I, what I
[D]Maybe if I [G]smile enough I'll [Bm]get away with [A]giving up
I'll [D]move across the [G]country just to [Bm]judge myself like [A]just as much
As [D]I do when I'm [G]sitting here I [Bm]miss my friends, I [A]disappeared
And [D]haven't seen 'em [G]in a year Oh [Bm]God, what am I [A]doing here?
